Seriously

It has been interesting. Three good weeks and all of a sudden, I am queen horrible.
Is it bad that we have dtd only 4 times the month of January? And only once in two weeks? Today I don't even feel nice towards him. I think the feeling is mutual.
He told me last week that I couldn't finish anything. I keep wondering if this is what it is all about? Is this a typical marriage? I thought there was suppose to be love, affection, mutual respect? Well, I can say that NONE of those are there....

Day 2 of 2012

So, he has barely spoken to me all day. Whatever. I feel empowered today! I did a workout and followed a plan. I am doing weight watchers. I am so over feeling like poop.
Dh did say he liked my shirt, but, it is his way of saying, "That's new, did you waste money on it?"
Here is the workout I did today, I actually did 35 mins of cardio rather than 20. And, i did 30 jumping jacks with an additional 15 crunches. I made the skinny pad Thai for dinner. It was ok, nothing too crazy.

Seriously?!

Apparently it's my fault that my parents got him a $50 card to Dick's for Christmas. My bil got a smoker, Colleen got Vera Bradley luggage, he thinks "I" got an iPad. It was to both of us...although she knows he has one for work already. So, he's pissed and it's my fault. Yay…

January 1st

Well, as with any new year comes resolutions right? Lol! I hope to get this lazy girl in shape and look great for my plan. I want to make me feel better. I want to get attention I deserve. I don't get much at home as it is. Might as well make it more about me today and from here on out!